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Don't know what to expect anymore. Don't want to expect. Feel kind of ashamed of myself, being so affected by something so small. Really sorry for being so selfish today. But once and for all, I finally know myself inside out. melissa at 10:04 PM On a random note: I looove our coach's kids!  Esp the son!!! Sunshine family. I need to secure a father for my kids soon haha! The son who's so eager for hugs, he will actually stretch out his arms and nod when u ask to carry him. 
melissa at 11:13 PM If there was some kind of cap on wishes, I think I'm close to exhausting mine already. But this time it's different. It's no longer wishing for things which are out of reach. Or playing for others. This time I really believe. Oh belief please do not let me down. Please let the floodgates come only at the very end of the season, for they be tears of joy. No more heartache, coz this time I'd really have to live with it. For all the others out there fighting for the same dream, for that final shot at glory, let's go all out! For it's worth it. melissa at 4:48 PM |
