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These few days have been good. It's the unspoken silent kind of good that makes me happy to be in this family. It really hits you when you least expect it. Just a few weeks ago, I was convinced that nothing would be the same ever. My parents went for a Movie. My brother cooked lunch for me. And he not only washed his own plate, but the frying pan too. There has been little or no conflict, and am actually talking to my brother. It has been a few days of peace and amiability and it seems too good to be true. It is also a fragile sense of good and it's keeping me on the edge, unsure of when something is gonna explode. I think this is because, my father finally acknowledged my bro's guitar playing and actually praised his playing. That's a first for my dad. And I was also wondering if it's coz my bro got into Pest(?) A for the army thing and that is one thing my dad would be damn proud about. I think if only my bro would just put in a little something and everything would be super fine in our family. Currently, he doesn't even bother to try and still gets lauded as being 'brilliant', by mum, teachers, principal.. I was damn shocked when I found out that these past few days the reason why he kept waking up earlier than me was coz of CTs and not to watch NBA. The basketball was just to fill the time before leaving for the exam. I really hope that he will stop wasting whatever he has been given and achieve those straight As. Whilst all I ever dream of attaining is success, he doesn't even have to try and has already achieved brilliance. With that little bit more he could probably achieve greatness. melissa at 9:29 PM |
