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After studying 4 years of difficult chinese crap in DHS, got a dismal grade of c6 (same as bro omg). Didnt think I'd be that disappointed. Kind of worse that I've no one to justify to other than myself. Parents are just like, pass OK. But I think they are secretly disappointed that their "cheena little daughter" failed to produce cheena worthy results. But I hated that stereotype anyway. Dunman High= mugger+cheena. "Wa melissa watches channel 8, dunman high influence one ah" And everyone from my entire living family tree did pretty fine without having to use a single word of mandarin anyway. But what really worries me is that all that talk abt dunmanians having an edge over others being bilingual and all will not apply to me. I can already see the point "proficient in both English and Chinese" getting striked off my job application thing. But seriously, what makes a chinese a chinese? Certainly not the ability to speak chinese! Having a semi mental block now, unable to start on GP journal. Somehow, 27 dresses didnt have the same effect on me as it did on the others. melissa at 11:10 PM |