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So it's all over, just like that. Managed to keep all my emotions in check, just kept thinking " I've been here before". However, this time I can safely say that I gave it my all. As I was saying, if we were this strong- more mentally then physically, during the EastZones, we would probably have won something. It's sad that everything was just thrown at us at the last minute and we just had to make do. Frankly, I feel a little cheated. It's like you KNOW that you CAN pull it off and you want so badly to do so. But YOU don't matter, it's really a matter of the entire team. No matter how much you will yourself to do something, if you can't motivate and push everyone else to have the same desire and mentality, then it all amounts to nothing. That's just generally speaking :D And even if you've achieved that, we are alllll just a pipe for Fortune's fingers. Just gotta adopt, adapt and improve. The one who achieves that survives. The rest just end up like me. Like my dad loves to remind me, a born loser :( Fate dealt me a bad card and no matter how hardI try to change it, I aint no Criss Angel. ---------- Wanted to go swimming and again, something crops up. This time is the ultimate, I've a needle stuck in my back, so I can't go lest it drops out and jabs someone in the arse. Fact is, I don't really trust the acupunturist. Coz he just asks where hurts and sticks some needles in. What if I tell him the wrong thing??? But this needle in my back sounds promising. Better then the cups which suck out my flesh and burn them. I still daren't cry out for help when I start to smell my flesh burning. Just keep wondering should I call Doctor, 医生, Mr Chia or just scream out. Figured all will sound dumb coz there are a lot of other bodies laying they around me. And I was secretly laughing when one woman yelped out in pain, forgive me. Oh yes, was also wondering if all the bodies just register as bodies to him, or real sexual organs. But wait, is the butt considered a sexual organ? If it is, is his sticking of stuff into my arse and massaging it considered molesting?? Hahahaha, I feel happy having an internal debate. But I still keep going back anyway, coz he has kind eyes (LOL???) and he said I was brave! hahahaha. melissa at 3:56 PM |
