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Today was BAD. Went to training at CCAB at bukit timah feeling tired and moody. Only perked up after got hit by the MrTayGuilt syndrome. Left at 6.15 rushed like crazy coz it's my grandma's birthday and I missed the celebration last Sunday went I went out. At the bus stop got a call from my mum to say that they had already finished dinner and I started tearing. Coz I had missed it again. But could still control. However on the bus, father called to say that they were sending them back home already. Just started crying non-stop. Tears rolling down and nose running. Can't imagine what it would have been like if I didn't have my towel with me. Probably freaked out the ppl around me. The sadness just came in waves and cried for almost the whole way home. Reached at fking 8. First time ever that I can actually feel that I actually love someone/thing. I felt like some 叛逆 teen who can go out with his/her friends everyday of the year but cannot take out a few hours to celebrate someone important's birthday. And it's like Peranakan tradition to kneel in front of the birthday person t0 wish them. And all I got to do was a brief birthday wish over the phone. Next time I'm never gonna take chances, make sure I don't miss anything else. But I feel better now coz I posted my present to my grandma along with birthday wishes. Can imagine that she'll be excited to receive the letter. This is the first time I cried so hard since vball comps. Same minus the hiccups and jerks and red faceness melissa at 9:39 PM |
