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Got trickortreat-ed by a whole lot of people. Party at neighbours'. Their costumes totally OWN our last yr's ones. Make us look like fools. There were puny kids with green faces and many adults dressed as angels and devils. My neighbour was a 2metre tall dracula. He seriously looked like the vampire bradpitt played in that gory show, what with the white face and cloak and all. The females wore almost gowns. Neighbour had WINGS. Very scared for upcoming matches. Just found out that we are gonna play against sister's school. The biggest threat??? And I keep bouncing about different positions, at least I'm happy with the new jersey :) The worst thing is, whenever I voice out stuff like that, mum will go " HAIYA it's not all about winning. Just go and play! Lose also nvm" Again and again telling me it's ok to lose. I just keep going " NOOOOO I CANT LOSE" What I really really want to scream is " SHUT UP I DONT WANNA BE LOSER FOREVER like you" There's no meaning to competition if the will to win is not there. My piano tchr freaking gave me 100 bucks for my birthday angbao. So now I'll feel bad if I dont practise enough. melissa at 10:57 PM |
