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Was reminiscing about psch stuff on the way home today and so many memories just kept talking away furiously. On the way home alone tried recalling further back and realised that certain memories are getting blurry as they are really small stuff but still memorable, thus I must record them before I forget. The rest I think I can remember at least for a few more years. If I were to write them down I'd take forever. I remember.... In Nursery, we had this excursion to the Zoo. I had this lunch box of fried rice and I dropped it all on the floor, can remember it was at this pavillion where we stopped for lunch. My teacher, Miss Daz scolded me very fiercely. Was damn scared of her and hated her ever since then, and remember her face till now. But I think she passed away last year. In Kindergarten, I used to love my birthday coz then I could wear home clothes, we called it 'outing clothes' then, to school. I would ALWAYS wear this PINK overalls and I remember coz me and my bro were in the same school I could wear on his birthday too and vice versa. And there was once my birthday had to go in front of the whole assembly and my bro kissed my cheek. haha those were the times, when we were really close. In Primary 1, I think it was the Zoo again. This girl, still can remember name, Poh Hui Yi, borrowed 5 bucks from me to buy burger from Macdonalds, and never returned it to me. I never forgave her for that and used to fight with her, literally. After that she went around telling people not to fight with me coz I hit damn hard. In Primary 3, my form+ maths+science+ health ed whatever teacher, Miss Tank Kin Tuck. I will never forget her she scared the living hell out of me. There was once I was given this paper and had to tear it into half, one for me one for my partner, Shawn Ang. So I used a ruler to tear and the thing was crooked and jagged, so I trimmed my own piece to make it straight. Miss Tang noticed and screamed, " Why so ugly?! And how selfish can you get. U can see that Shawn has to do his work and you only bothered to trim your own. " Then she marched me around the whole class to look at everyone else's papers and how they can cut so neatly while I cant. Was so humiliated almost cried. In Primary 4, for my Science exam somehow I missed out one whole pg which happened to be the easiest qns. Miss Tang again. " It is impossible that you didnt know how to do this, it's obvious you didnt check your work" Then she plunked me down right in front of the whole class and made me sit there and think why I missed out that page. Omg so far all these have been about people I dont like, at least I wont die with all these grudges in my head and be like the patient in GA who made tape after tape of him screaming at all the people he has ever hated. What an awful way to spend your last days. Something happy, something happy.... Stupid, coz happy events obviously cannot be insignificant. When I was young kept going to Australia all those theme parks. And parents always brought us to take roller coasters and I was always damn scared but didnt show it but reach my turn then I'll have stomachache and have to go toilet. Happened a lot of times. And I refused to take off this cap I had, but once bi bu de yi went on this roller coaster and must sit on it to protect it and ended up left it there. Damn sad. melissa at 10:35 PM |
