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AAARGHHHHHHHHHHHH AAAAARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH AAAAAAAAAAAAAARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH If I hadn't been alone on the way home from work I would've just screamed my head off. It was exploding from all the stuff that happened. FIRST, I'VE GOTTA ATTEND A FREAKING BEACH PARTY TMR. As in to party and not to work. Said No like a thousand times but freaking compulsory. It would be fun if someone I'm close to is going. But now, it's like ALONE when all the others know each other so well. And they'll be drinking and I can't act cool and act as if I drink too. Or later get drunk and cannot go home. And must dress 'sexily' and that M say can wear 2 piece. And what if there's dancing?! Omg coz M was like " melisssa is gonna be dancing...." OMG what have I gotten myself into. And I cannot last minute dont go coz they'll know I fake coz today keep trying to wriggle out of it. And so many embarrassing stuff happened. Yesterday doing the kiosk then I started stretching for some reason and my bra unhooked! I just froze and didn't know what to do coz the kiosk is like outdoors, in public. And there was this filipino woman sitting behind me and kept talking to me. Kept ting xiong -ing to make it look normal. In the end had to lift up shirt and hook it back dunno if anyone saw. Then today, coz I wore boxers. Then I freaking TUCKED my shirt into my boxers. OMGGGG. so it was showing for dunno how long until this guy came and pointed and went " eh tuck in ur shirt properly, I never see, is boss tell me to tell you one" WALAOEH SUPER PAI SEH ARGHHHHH Still worrying about the party until headache, got nothing to wear even. ______________________________________________________ AHHMG. I LEANT TOO HARD ON THE KEYBOARD THING ( can shift in and out one) and the whole thing bent out of shape so I CANNOT PUT IT BACK. ahhhh, so now im typing on my lap. PATHETIC LIFE melissa at 8:16 PM |
