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This year's sports day was the worst ever, in all of 4 years. Firstly, there was neither a proper opening nor an ending. They didn't even sing the national anthem nor take the pledge. They announced the results when the whole school had already gone. And no one knew when the events were going to start. We would just be there talking and suddenly "Boom" the people start running. There was also totally no atmosphere and energy. No one cheered and half of our level wasn't there, for legitimate reasons. The races weren't as exciting as the previous years' ones. Oh yea, my day was ruined from the start by HCC. Don't wanna go into detail. But I think I should be really worried coz my physics marks are most likely in jeopardy, and I'm also in deep shit. Anyway I've already explained everything in great detail to my mum to prepare her for PTM on friday where she's gonna see him and him alone. But I don't feel regretful or anything coz he really deserves it. After all the lies, broken promises and IRRESPONSIBILTY. He can be evil so why can't I too. Towards the end I started having really bad cramps and it was burning hot. When we were finally let out I felt really airy, like a cloud in my head or something. And the pain was so bad I felt like crying but that would've been totally stupid coz it wouldn't help at all. Had to keep taking long long breaths and squatting/sitting down and I thought I was gonna faint and I remembered how someone fainted in a public area and I did not want that to happen to me oh no. Got to Jurong point and went to the clean toilet and felt 10x better after that. Suntec to eat and then esplanade. It was super good, first the roof terrace, never realised it was that huge! Thought it was just a small cramped place, turned out to be vast empty space overlooking the sea. Went to the riverside and talked for some time and just admired the place and it was just so so peaceful. Like you don't feel pressured to make small talk and can feel relaxed just sitting there in silence at times and staring at things around you. I'm so looking forward to the opening of the Singapore Flyer. melissa at 9:33 PM |
