Tuesday, February 13, 2007

Freaking disappointed. The most heartbreaking thing is that we trashed ChungCheng 25:10 in the 2nd set I think. This proves that we were definitely able to beat them. And to know that you are the one who contributed to the team's demise is 10 times more heartwrenching. After the last point and the handshakes the tears just came and came. And I thought it'd be okay as long as I remained absolutely silent. I managed to do it until we went out to talk to Coach. Then, the tears had ceased but suddenly somewhere inside me just kept gasping and my whole body kept rocking. And whenever I heard someone else sniff, I'd just start again. And then Mr Teo or Mr Ng mentioned something and I just couldnt contain it any longer. Most I've ever cried, saddest I've ever been in my whole life as far as I can remember. My tongue and lips are horribly bitten.

Went to Pizza hut and kind of forgot about it. But the excruciating hurt is still there.

Consider the odds, consider the obvious
The martyr is meaningless, the campaign has died
In the planning stages and the fallen faces are the singular proof
That it was ever alive
This purchased rebellion has been outbidded
Denounced and rescinded and left to die
Championless, championless, championless

melissa at 6:36 PM